Happy Now

Blah blah blah. Guys, I have nothing to post about. I've been spending all my time watching movies and sleeping and trying to not get too bored while combating this flu-cold-whatever-it-is-thing. I changed my blog background like three times today trying to think of something entertaining to say, and in the end, this is it. I don't like being sick. But it's a-o-k : ) , because my body and I had a conference today in which we decided that tonight is the last that I'll be sick. When I wake up in the morning, I'm going to feel 100% tip-top. I'm SO excited! And so, HAPPY THURSDAY!!! I think my ride is almost here...I hope...

Vanity?

Guys, is it vain to give myself a "Happy Birthday" background? The nice thing about scrap booking to blogging is in a scrap book, every page can have it's own background that fits the mood. A blog has the same background no matter what you're posting about. It sometimes bores me. In a journal, your not worried about visual creativity (at least in my journal. My sister Amber draw lots of pictures in her's.) Journals are simply about discovering one's self for one's self. Yet, blogging is cheaper then both and perhaps a happy median. And so, Happy Birthday! (Even though I'm not particularly found of this background and really just particularly found of change.)

Valentine's Day...and my upcoming birthday!

Happy Sunday! Today was officially my last Sunday in my Family's ward. Next week, my records will be sent to the 17th. I'm really excited. The bummer dude part is that I didn't even get to go to the family ward today. I have the flu. It was going to be my last Sunday with my little princess sunbeams. Short as it was, that calling was such a blessing. I'm totally over my complaints about the single's ward. Sorry to those of you who had to listen to them. I don't know what came over me. It's an AWESOME possum ward! Volleyball, whoot. : ) Valentine's day was the greatest! I went in to work, but only for two hours, because, as before mentioned, I have the flu. One of my friends from a couple years ago came in to the store and invited me to his family dinner. I told him I was too sick to be good company, but he said to come anyway. I'm so glad I did! I haven't been to his family's house in such a long time, and I just love it there! Plus I made a couple new friends, one of whom I decided is going to be my new buddy in the 17th ward, as he is a member their. Ryan (the guy who invited me) lives up in Logan so I hardly ever see him, but it was just so awesome to have the reminder that there are super nice guys around. He, along with everyone at the dinner, was such great company. Thank you SO much Ryan! (But shh...I told a couple guys I was too sick to go out last night, so don't tell them I did. It's a little different when you're with old friends and their family...) Dad's home from China! He got back on Wednesday, so good to have him home. Also great news: Yesterday, I got my first letter from the Ukraine! Guys, it's so cool writing and getting letters. My birthday's in less then two weeks! (13 days, to be more precise.) When I was little, I could never seem to remember my birthday. I always gave people one of my siblings' when they asked for mine. It would make me feel so sad! What kind of six year old doesn't know their own birthday??? So, my mom made up a rhyme for me: Rebekah's birthday's really great, it's February 28! Yay! Now you can remember too. Have a very wonderful Sunday!

Goals and Progress and Doing Better

Hey friends! Okay, I need some help. I've somehow let myself develop the recent habit of murmuring. And it's time for it to leave, because it's really hard to enjoy life when you complain about everything... Especially since I have nothing to complain about! I get to go to an awesome university and study in a wonderful major. I love my family and my job. My friends are the greatest. The pollution's clearing up. I really shouldn't complain at all. I just have to stop being such a scared-e-cat. Guess What??? Dad gets home tomorrow! Yay! I'm so excited. It's funny, things aren't that different when he's gone. My daily routine is exactly the same, but it still feels like something is missing. Heavenly Father is so smart, and the family is the most miraculous, perfect institution. Have a most wonderful Tuesday, smileys!

Beautiful Sisters

A couple weekends ago, Sarah got to go to a princess party! Woa-hoo! She loves to dress up! I got to do her hair and make-up while mom pulled a beautiful costume together. It's so much fun having sisters, especially ones who will let you dress them up occasionally. This past Saturday, Amber went to a the "Sweethearts" dance at her school with her friend Steven. She looked so glamorous! I couldn't stop staring.

I'm afraid I'm a fan of black and white photos. So for my sake: And for the rest of you: It's time to get to class, so have a very lovely Monday! Happy rainy day!

On the Other Side of the World

So here's a picture of my Dad with some of his co-workers in China and the customer they're working with, "Bully Dog." From what I've heard, it sounds like Dad's having a great time! He really likes the Chinese. I can't wait till he gets back. Home's just not the same without a Dad around. (He's in the back, to the left of the guy holding the "Welcome BullyDog" sign.) It's so strange to think of my Dad being all the way in China. It gives me the butterflies, but not really happy butterflies. Also, I finished filing my taxes! Hooray! Well, back to homework. I have a ton to do today! Happy Thursday!

What's going on?

Okay, I know I've already posted today, but I just have to ask...what's going on? I love my singles' ward, but tonight at FHE there were over 40 people...and only 3 "RMs." All of whom, I've already established zero interest with. And I LOVE the girls in the ward, but none of them are really the type of people I connect with. Trying not to be discouraged, but what am I supposed to do? They won't let us go to the BYU ward for our area. It just feels like we get double punishment, not only do we live at home (therefore diminishing our social lives) but we have to either go to our family ward with relatively zero YSA, or go the stake YSA ward (which is perfect for those just out of high school, but seriously, when you've transitioned to the singles' life and are ready to really grow up, it's not the best.) It just doesn't seem fair sometimes. I wish sooo bad I could move out. It just feels like I don't have a place in this crazy world. I guess we all feel like that sometimes... Okay, chin up, no moping! P.S. Don't worry, it's not so bad. I just feel slightly discouraged right now. I'll be over it soon.

What are we so worried about?

I just love the night sky. Too bad it doesn't really look like this in Provo... No matter where you are, it's remarkable! Return to the 17th. I'm back in the good old 17th ward (the singles' ward for my stake.) It's nice to be back with my friends. It's gotten a lot smaller, but that's okay. We'll just have to add a little energy. I really do love this ward. I still get to teach my sunbeams for a couple more weeks, hooray! Tonight's my first FHE back. We're playing Guitar Hero......um, yeah....it'll be awesome to be with all my old buddies! Also, I took my third exam today and got a 98%. Sometimes I LOVE school, sometimes...well, not so much. Have a very wonderful Monday.

China, Families, and the Like

My Dad leaves for China tomorrow. I'm going to miss him a ton. Good thing it's a short trip. He is the most incredible person that I know. One night, I was presented with that question, "Who is the best person you know?" I stand resolute in stating it to be my father. He impresses me more then anyone I've ever met. In primary we're learning a new song called The Family is of God. I love this song so much. The second verse says:

A father's place is to preside, provide, To love and teach the gospel to his children, A father leads in family prayer, to share Their love for Father in Heaven.

I am so grateful to my father. Often times, during the tempests of life when I don't know where to turn, he is the one that lets me know everything will be okay. I know he doesn't realize what a difference he makes everyday, especially on those days I let myself get over discouraged or deeply worried. Just thinking about my Dad is enough to put me back on track, to remind me that the gospel is what matters and that who you are is much more important then what you are. I'm prone to letting myself feel overwhelmed and afraid, especially right now when it feels like life's coming on fast. The daily miracle for me is that during those times of fear, I can turn my mind to my parents and the family they've raised. If I can manage to accomplish what they have in the home, then I know everything will be okay. Sometimes, I feel envious of the people I meet whose parents are wealthy, incredibly "successful", or down right gorgeous. It's in their blood to be "great." But then, I remember what's in my blood. My parents have the real stuff figured out, and maybe someday I can have my own family like theirs. It's not your pay, you title, you looks that make you remarkable. It's your devotion to the Lord, to your family, to doing the very best you can to be who you are in the Lord's eyes; and this where my parents are remarkable. This is where I hope to emulate them to the tee. Happy travels Dad! See you when you get home! (Also, good night friends! And go to bed...and try not to keep me up so late :) Happy Weekend!)